02 December 2021

Surviving Long-Term Homelessness (Gab version, short)

Surviving long-term homelessness:


I've tried typing this up several times, but I keep running out of characters. So here's a truncated version. Hopefully my experience in this matter will help others on the verge of homelessness, or those who're already living it.


1) The longer you're homeless, the longer you're going to be homeless.

SO, if you're anticipating homelessness, get your name in the system NOW. Start applying for EVERYTHING: housing assistance, financial assistance, medical assistance, employment assistance, ANYTHING.

If you're already homeless and haven't done the above yet, DO IT IMMEDIATELY. The system takes forever helping people, so don't waste a single second.


2) DO NOT MAKE FRIENDS WITH OTHER HOMELESS. THEY ARE NOT YOUR FRIEND.

This point will save your life.

During my two-plus years of homelessness, the ONLY people who attacked me were other homeless. They prey on each other, because they know their own don't go to the police. Other homeless will be the ones who will exploit you, rob you, rape you, beat you, and potentially even murder you. So stay away from them. Stay alive.


3) DO NOT DRAW ATTENTION TO YOURSELF.

Learn to blend in with normal non-homeless society: that's where safety and opportunities are. When you look homeless, normal people will be suspicious of you - in their stores, at their parks, in their neighborhoods. And when you look homeless, other homeless will spot you, and they WILL prey on you.

So stay clean. Stay quite. Don't talk about being homeless with anyone outside of the system or outside of anyone who's already helping you.

When I was homeless, I used public sinks at parks to bathe, to brush my teeth, to shave, and to keep my hair groomed. I clipped my fingernails. I scrubbed stains on my clothing with a toothbrush, etc. (I want to expand on this aspect, but I keep running out of characters).


4) Life or death: Mindset is everything.

Do not EVER get comfortable being homeless. As stated in point one, the longer you're homeless, the longer you're going to be homeless. Your mindset must be one of getting out ASAP. Your every waking thought should be "This is not the rest of my life. I will overcome this situation. I want to live a normal life again. I WILL live a normal life again."

Keep your eyes open for every opportunity to improve your situation.

When I was homeless, I stayed in wealthier suburbs, just to keep my mind in a positive place. I kept myself surrounded by healthy and happy people, in healthy and successful neighborhoods. I watched normal people doing normal things, and envisioned myself living a life just like them again. I smiled at people, responded to people making small talk with me. I kept myself anchored in a better future, a future from which I drew a river of strength to overcome.


5) Get comfortable being uncomfortable.

Be prepared to suffer. Be prepared to struggle. But stay stoic, accept suffering as a passing storm. It will pass, and the sun will shine again.


Link to Gab post - Surviving Long-Term Homelessness Gab

12 May 2021

Positive Reproduction


Positive Reproduction: Quality vs Quantity

Originally written 22 March 2021 on Gab


You can't help how you were born, but you can help what you do with your own life. There are many things in life that are, and always will be, out of your control, but your actions will always belong to you, and you alone.

People can't help being born sick or weak due to inherited genetic conditions. The shame and blame belongs entirely to the selfish and irresponsible parents for forcing a lifetime of sickness, weakness, and suffering onto innocent and helpless offspring.

However, now that you're here in this world, if you do suffer from inherited sickness, weakness, and suffering, you can choose to be more honorable than your own parents, and refuse to perpetuate your suffering in the innocent and helpless bodies of as-of-yet unborn generations. You can make the sacrifice which will make the world a healthier, stronger, and more beautiful place, a place with less suffering, by selflessly refraining from having children of your own.

On the inverse side, if you are of exceptional health and strength, it is your absolutely duty to have as many children as you safely can. You too have sacrifices to make, sacrifices of time, money, and pursuit of selfish indulgences.

Just because you were born with exceptional genetic quality, that doesn't automatically make you good and admirable. It certainly doesn't make you honorable. No, you only earn those titles once you've proven it by the sacrifices you're willing to make.

It is the duty of the healthy and the strong to reproduce their health and strength, so that future generations may suffer less and less, for the only true cure for suffering is strength. And the strongest people are the healthiest.

This is how we makeup for all of the past generations up to this point.

Strong people suffer the least. And the strongest people are the healthiest. Therefore, the healthiest and strongest people must find each other and reproduce their health and strength in the bodies of children who will pave the way for all future generations, future generations that will overcome all unnecessary sickness, weakness, and suffering.

Both the sick and the healthy have their own sacrifices to make, sacrifices which earn them the accolades of honor and selflessness. The sick sacrifice their desire to have children, and the healthy sacrifice self-indulgence.

But this doesn't put the sick and the healthy at odds with one another, no, not in the slightest. Sickly people are not bad people, and they can serve the future of health, strength, and beauty by assisting those families whose obligation it is to have exceptionally large numbers of children. In this way, we still retain our greater racial connection to one another. Both the sick and the healthy serving a future with less and less unnecessary suffering.

As always, these are just my random, disorganized, and incomplete thoughts. You're free to take them or leave them. My mere out-loud thinking is no threat to you, I promise.

Original post - Positive Reproduction on Gab

Martial Collectiveness


Natural Order of Mankind: Martial Collectiveness

Originally written 11 March 2021 on Gab


The whole purpose of National Socialism, the philosophy of Adolf Hitler and the Third Reich, is to bring human society back into alignment with with Nature, with the natural order of all life on Earth.

When one lives in accordance with the natural order they live in reality - rather than the artificial world we live in today. Living in accordance with Nature results in healthier development of individuals, tribes, societies, countries, and whole civilizations. Deviation from the natural order, however, results in exactly what we see surrounding us today: sickness, weakness, ugliness, degeneracy, decay, decline, and general insanity.

So what is the natural order of humankind?

Well, for one, human beings are a collective species. We only survived our evolution by banding together and working in teams - placing the wellbeing of the group before one's personal interests. Today's world, however, is very individualistic, very selfish, and we're seeing very clearly the results of that unnatural mode of existence.

We're hardwired to need each other, a need rooted in our blood from the very beginning of our species. To abandon this need for one another will guarantee a fast track to extinction, and a long, slow, miserable suffering along the way.

Another aspect of the natural order of human beings, particularly that of the White race, is that we're a martial species. We evolved for organized warfare, right down to our earliest days of evolution. Organizing against predators, then against rivaling human tribes. This aspect too we cannot deviate from without causing ourselves great suffering, as evidenced by today's weak, effeminate, hyper-individualist society.

The most important aspect of organized warfare is the philosophy of selflessness. Even today, the modern warfighter goes into combat without a single worry about his own safety, because he's been trained to only worry about his brothers to his left and right. He doesn't have to worry about himself because he knows that his brothers are worrying about him, just as he is worrying about them. And this is the mindset that human society absolutely NEEDS if it ever hopes to survive.

Today's culture is a selfish one, a Capitalistic one, a culture of dog-eat-dog, of everyone out for self, of personal gain at the expense of everyone else, materially and monetarily. And this is a gross deviation from our race's natural order.

If we want to survive and achieve greatness as a race and culture, we have to return to our natural blood-philosophy of martial collectivism, of putting the health and wellbeing of our brothers and sisters above our own personal wants, needs, greed, ego, and concern. This is called self-preservation through selflessness. If we focus on our community instead of ourselves, then we can trust we're being looked out for by our community.

As always, these are just my random thoughts, you're free to take them or leave them.

Original post - Martial Collectiveness on Gab